Woah! Watch Where You Aim!
Ho Ho dah start emo dah. Sebab tengok titisan2 berwarna kuning dia atas bibir mangkuk tandas. Benci nak mati. Skarang SEMUA penghuni rumah ini (kecuali saya la) suka kencing sepah walaupun semuanya perempuan.
Lepas tu bilik ni ada la gambar2 yang kurang menarik di setiap sudutnya. Nak bawak turun malas dan sayang. Okla takpe, bila dah cukup kuat, bawak la turun. Namun begitu, dah online ni, tertengok pula gambar2 orang lain tengah dilamun cinta. Pandai. Nasib baik tak nangis. Atau guna marker hitam kaler-kaler gambar2 dalam bilik ni. Jangan risau, saya masih siuman.
Banyak lagi keluhan yang boleh saya keluarkan. Tetapi bahasa melayu saya ni memang sampah dan malam hendak mengucapkan selamat tinggal.
WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT? 'mengucapkan selamat tinggal'????!!
Anyway, I'll remove this when I see fit. Now, bask in the grossness of my unit's toilet. Peace.
Labels: Emo, Housemates, Random
My HP is Bust
I'm now back in Sydney. The house seems SO unfamiliar to me. My toiletries are strewn around in the shower cubicle. My room doesn't smell like me. I have no food in the kitchen. Noone is going to pop her head into my room and scream "SHEE!!!".
Greeeeaaattttt.
This morning, I survived with 2 hours of sleep, Russell Peters, and Katy Perry's Hot & Cold. I got all pumped up about meeting my friends and starting uni. I had a short catchup with Sindy and she bought me lunch. (THANKS! :D) Then I collapsed on the bed for 6 hours. When I woke up, I didn't want to eat alone so I went over to Unit 39 and hung out wit May n Erin. Kak Mira was there too. We ate Erin's Milo Muffins. :D Then Fini, Jaih and Anept joined us. That was fun. Haha.
And now, I'm back home, not sleepy and trying very hard not to feel homesick. I'm already feeling the pressure of studying and working. But I have to remind myself, I can't keep following other people's plans. Life is more than just what you see on the surface.
Anyway, Llama, I still think Princess Jasmine is THE best! Her sass just outshines the other girls. Hmm..Princess Aurora is not bad too. :D Belle is just too...ayu and lembut for me..And Llama, rest assured that I miss you too. You're always there giving me constant support and you always think I'm so much more special than I realise. Thanks sweets. I hope you're alright in NZ too. And remember, I'm always here to listen to you and give you all the support you need too. :)
Crap. I don't feel anything. Just a vague hunger. But I've got the orientation tomorrow. Sigh. Okay, before I bore you further, I shall mintak diri dulu. Nite!
Labels: Housemates, Rambling
You Defiled My Daughter
I went out with my former *sniffles* housemates just now. And of course Wei Hon, Chin Leng, Derek and a bunch of their other friends.We watched Underworld 3. Trust me, it wasn't by choice. It was mere force.And no, I didn't find it great.But I do have to tell you that I've watched ALL the underworld movies now.I remember watching Lucien's first change into a Lycan and exclaiming in my head, 'Omigod, macam BIGBY!!!!'And throughout the movie HC and I kept flinching at all the gory scenes. And I kept screaming in my head, 'INFECTIONSSSSS!! Bacteria and Dirt!!!!'.Yea. That's just me. I'm sorry.I'll end this one here. I'm not in the mood to write. But I have something to share. Tomorrow. :) Labels: Friends, Geekery, Housemates, Movies
Who's Asking?
Guess What? I got an early birthday surprise last night! Yaaayyy! My housemates and friends are SO sweet!We went out for dinner at Leichardt and the food was GOOOOOD! We left early and went straight home. Then we just hung out and made fun of Cheong playing Guitar Hero. Then I saw Sindy setting down a cake box in the table and I went YAY DESSERT! I did wonder if they were going to surprise me but I thought, 'naahh, it's too early' so I just went on talking. Then I got up to stare at the cake and it read:Happy Birthday Princess SheeraOle'!I was shocked and amazed. I seriously did not expect it!Aaaanndd, they gave me this awesome birthday present. It's this thick ass chocolate cookbook! I mean, it seriously is heavy and thick. There's over 300 recipes. ALL CHOCOLATE. Man, I'm in heaven.So thank you Sindy, Amy, Ayin, Andrew, Dinesh, Justin, Cheong TFF and Balqis for the surprise. And I'm so glad you picked the perfect date. I'm so glad you helped me smile and laugh last night. :D I love you guys!ps: I miss YOU. Labels: Housemates
They Can Say What They Like
Oh Hello, can you please do me a favour?For the next week or so, do not let me stay in my room for long periods of time alone. Please make me laugh. Please take me out.I don't think I can handle all the thinking. I'm having a headache just typing this down.*DING* times up. Thank you.Okay! Please watch this. It made me laugh like hell this morning. Thanks to Elizah Adam. Just watch the facial expressions. Oh Lordy. And if you need another reason, Justin Timberlake is in there somewhere. You want another one? It's an act from Saturday Night Live. Oh and another? It has the word JIZZ in it. GO! NOW!I wish you could wake me up every morning from now on. :)I love the fact that Sindy calls me Princess. Hell, I love it when ANYONE (non-creepy) calls me Princess. Muahahaha.Oh and the Veggie Burger at Hurricane's is the Shiznit! Labels: Emo, Friends, Housemates, Random
Know that maybe i will be ok
Stairs, Living Room and Bathroom all DONE.
Holey Sheet. I'm beat. I could feel my obliques crunching. Hoho. Thank God Sindy helped.
I have a new found respect for maids and cleaners. I don't know if the GQs count. Or Mad. I don't know if you get on your hands and knees to scrub the toilet floor and tiles. And get this: remove MULTICOLORED fungi. Who knew they came in shades of pink too?
Just one problem though. My forehead has been having breakouts since exams. Not to be pretentious, but I don't have breakouts. I usually only get a few pimples prior to my period. Now it's just ridiculous. I already have eczema to contend with. Don't you DARE say what you're thinking.
Last night, arif reiterated the fact that most blogs are emo. I know one of his fingers are pointing at me. I don't really care. Hell, I know people selectively sift through my posts. If they still make it here at all. I remember Zek saying something along the lines of 'if your main purpose of blogging is to rant about your emotions then just stick to it'. Yeh. The purpose of THIS blog is to ramble incoherently. About whatever I'm thinking of. Word.
YES! Tonight I shall have chicken! Finallyyyyyy...
Oh oh! And we agreed that my brother looks like Shia. That's gross.
Huh Huh Huh.
Labels: Housemates, Rambling
She owns a lot of nice flashlights
The emo on the bus goes upside down, round and round, up and down.Tonight was the last night the housemates sat in Ayin's room eating chocolates and laughing. Sindy teared up. Grr. Goodbyes keep getting harder as the days go by. Dec 12 is when Afir leaves for good and Ayin moves out. :S*shuts ears with both hands*LalalalaMan, I SO want some Captain Crunch. Anyone know where I can get me some of those in Sydney? I used to eat the Peanut Butter one and those Waffle Crisps back in school. Crud. Now I'm hungrayh.Want to know how I feel now? Listen to Antonia by Motion City Soundtrack. If you understand what Justin is trying to say then you've got my emotions down to a pat. Labels: Emo, Food, Housemates, pop punk/powerpop, Random
You Were Always Playing Hard
Sometimes I don't know why I even bother getting a 60 dollar haircut. It looks just like how it normally would. Just with no split ends.
Today it's Rick Astley's Never Gonna Give You Up and Kate Voegele's It's Only Life.
I think Unagi with Cream Cheese is the most sinful thing I can eat. Can you imagine how clogged my arteries are right now?
I don't want new housemates. I want the ones I have now. Please stay? Pretty please? Well unless of course, the other option is what Sindy suggested, then I'm all for it. :D
This round of PMS is brought to you by the letter B (for bloated), L (for lazyass) and R (for ravenous). It's probably a half truth to say I'm feeling antisocial as well. I think it's more of me just wanting to sleep.
Do you ever get tired of expressing your love for people? Like you know how certain things trigger memories of people you miss and love, or the people you meet everyday. Then you keep gushing mentally about how much you adore them. What if you get tired of doing that and you fall flat on your face? Not to say you don't feel that way about them anymore. You just get so tired of repeatedly tearing your heart out and attaching it on your sleeve for all to see.
Susah asyik beremo ni. I just want to be placid. Word.
Labels: Emo, Family, Food, Friends, Geekery, Housemates, Random
Don't hurry just slow me down now
Sigh. I just had the perfect weekend. :D
Imagine a house full of 14 girls giggling and shimmying and going all out on the fashion runaway. That was how I spent my Friday night. I <3 you girls loads! :D
I bought a couple of weird clothes at Glebe Markets on Saturday and had that scrumptious Mediterranean Breakfast with Hawa. Hee.
I made Oma proud by testing my kek lapis making skills with Fini on Saturday night, in between Tropic Thunder and 10 Things ('As opposed to being from planet, Look at me, Look at me').
And today, I just walked and talked and relaxed by the beach with Afir. :D Oh maaaannn. I haven't fully relaxed like that for SO long! And I haven't been to Manly for ages as well. Hee. I had a great time, thank you! :D
And now, I'm off to shower and pillage unit 40. Ho! Ho! Ho! (neighbour sorry u tkle pinjam iron)
ps: I am missing Miss Jacinta Lee Hui Chien. She just faced her fears by jumping out of a plane at 14 000 feet. I'm so proud of her! :D
Labels: Friends, Holidays, Housemates
You Have Your Father's Fire
I believe there's a reenactment of Star Wars in my gastrointestinal tract. I'm not sure which side is winning but at the rate I'm going I'm pretty sure its the Galactic Empire. Pah.
Could it be just plain old malabsorption? Overconsumption of spicy food? Or perhaps its Irritable Bowel Syndrome. There's definitely discomfort and bloating and frequent visits to the toilet. Yet I still feel like I have mild Tenesmus. Apparently it could be due to stress and an unbalanced amount of gut flora. I like that phrase. GUT FLORA. Why isn't it Fauna I wonder..Yup. I think it is IBS.
Crud. I think I need to consume some yoghurt. I need to provide ammunition for the Rebel Alliance!
Happy Birthday Hui Chien!! I <3 u!
Labels: Geekery, Housemates, Random, Science Geekery
As You Wish
More men in tunics and tights!
"Hello. My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my father. Prepare to die"
"This is true love - you think this happens every day?"
Last night I had a few hundred bullets fired at me in the form of teasing by Afir. It didn't help that the rest of the committee agreed with him. Hahaha. But it was quite fun. So I didn't mind. As long as they don't graduate to insults and mean blows its ok.
Thanks for dinner and entertainment Afir! And thanks for the ride Salina!
I'll be going to the Dewa concert tonight. I shared a bus ride with my NDN yesterday and we waited for the bus together. Hee Hee. Oh and I of course had my mandatory Sate Padang. :D
And now, I can hear Sindy yelling and moaning (its not what you think) downstairs as she watches the Olympics. Hmph.
Labels: Boys, Housemates, Movies
Akunaaaa Matataaaa
Aw man, I am SO friggin tired.I've been out the whole day everyday for the past week. Well, except for that day we cleaned the house. That doesnt count because scrubbing the fridge and busting moves on the ps2 wipes me out anyway. :DOk. The thing is, after exhausting my weekly pass, I went to Canberra for 2 days to bond with my housemates and visit that bapok Wei Hon. (No, he's not really a bapok, he just tends to use that word alot when he's around me...could it be that I'm the bapok then? Hmm). So I haven't had a proper day off since exams finished. I'm not really complaining. I'm just very tired. Hee.Oh and to those who plan on visiting Canberra, please just drop by Silo Bakery in Kingston. I think the Brioche straight out of the oven is heaven sent. Warm and buttery, crisp on the outside and soft on the inside. It's an absolute DREAM. Hands down, that is the BEST bread I have EVER tasted. Which is why, the place was packed even at 830 am. We had to wait for about half an hour to be seated. That pretty much made my day. Not the queueing but the brioche.Okay more updates and photos later. I'll do one entry on Watson's Bay and Marrickville first. Then on to Canberra. Now, I'm off to bed. Sigh. Labels: Friends, Holidays, Housemates
I lean against the wind, pretend that I am weightless
It's an absolutely gorgeous Sunny day. I drifted off to sleep with images of the beach, apples and a light breeze on my face. Sigh. It isn't summer but a Sunny Winter is still great! :DI had my rescheduled exam today. Wasn't so bad compared to the previous two. I only have one more to go. I seriously need to detox my body. I'm glad HC is helping me finish off that bag of MnMs. :PSigh. I have the urge to dig my toes into the sand. The ocean looks like a thou..okay fine. I'll stop singing Incubus. The colours today make me happy. And that's how I SHOULD be feeling. Hehe.I feel like going to Marrakech. The souk bazaar sounds very intriguing. Fini, care to join moi? Labels: Housemates, Rambling, Random
The taller your chef hat, the better your sausage
So these past two days have been pretty great. Company was awesome and food was scrumptious. :D
First up, Indian food mopped up by a group of friends at Matthews. Laughing and talking about inane things. Haven't had that huge group 'discussion' in a LONG time. Hee.
Then, it was followed up by an excursion with the Geek Squad to consume Cupcakes in the City. Was truly fun hanging in that secluded spot in Hyde Park and have Zek and Nadee make fun of me. Man, even with Nadee around I still feel like the baby of the group. Grr....Maybe coz I'm an easy target. Hmm...
The next morning saw me heading off to buy groceries at Mascot and Paddy's with Ayin, HC and Wei Hon. We had Yum Cha and I lost a lot of money. Har Har.
Later that night we had Thai PoThong in Newtown. More money flew out of the window but the food and ambiance was totally worth the money. The company was of course superb! We later hung out at Cam's smashing new pad, where a bunch of Barker boys joined us. The evening was punctuated with so many stupid jokes courtesy of Mr Wei Hon. I will never see Canal Road the same way again...
I also managed to sneak in phone conversations with my family back home and a little bit of studying. Ahah! And a 30 second encounter with NDN when I'm in a positively good mood. Yes, I look carina when I'm happy, remember? Hahahahaha.
So hopefully this bliss and cheerfulness will motivate me to go all out this next month or at least tomorrow where I plan to study and do my assignments. :D
Wish Me Luck. XOXO.
Oh, and Thanks to ALL my Sweethearts!
Labels: Boys, Food, Friends, Housemates
I'm a box of crayons. I am white, red, yellow and blue.
This post burst forth from a combination of reading old posts and a nice chat with May as we waited for our samples to run on the Electrophoresis gel.
For the past two years of being in Sydney, I've had the wonderful opportunity to be part of two different 'families'. Remember how I used to rant on about how they mean the world to me, how much love I feel for them and etc. Well you see, this year, I've stopped believing in this fantasy.
Not to say it doesn't exist. Of course it does. Just not in my life. Not anymore. It seems like a fantastic notion to hold on to. The same people forming tight bonds meeting up every weekend and expelling affection towards each other over simple things like breakfast and dinner.
May said that even if that were to happen now, which it did a while back, the feelings aren't the same anymore. I agree. I can't place my finger on what exactly it is. Perhaps we've outgrown our family. Like how kids embrace their independence once they're old enough to flee the coop. Maybe we've just outgrown each other, finding comfort in other things, like studies, new families and new hobbies. And no, just 2-3 people does not constitute a 'family'. There's a reason why it worked out well with 8 people. Because you don't concentrate on 1 person for long periods of time and coz everyone's different.
It does hurt actually to see this happening. As much as people make fun of me, it's still hard to stop being such a sap when it comes to this thing. Having people to love and be loved is just something I HAVE to have. It's part of me.
It's okay I think. I'm going to be fine. I'm still here if you need me. I've still got a lot of love to give you. Just stop by and ask okay? I think I've learned to look for love in different places now. New friends, thank you. I've set up new routines that fill up old cracks in the soul. Pancakes on weekends, dinnertime together and grocery shopping with my house mates. In a way, they've saved me. :) Thank you.
Labels: Friends, Housemates, Rambling
Come on baby, do the locomotion..
My house mates ate Veal yesterday. :(. I usually scoop up some sauce to taste but I didn't even touch the plate. Double :(.
Audrey freaked me out by telling me gory stories about Chinese delicacies. Like how in order to obtain fresh duck feet, the chef makes the ducks walk on a hot slab of stone (or whatever) and cut off their feet once it looks cooked. Alive. Oh and how you eat monkey brains from monkeys buried in the sand. Alive. The rest of us twisted our faces into agony and screeched 'That's Cruel!'.
Zek says I'm more prone to being cranky this year. Man. I hope that isn't true. I really really don't want to be known as Miss CrankyPants (except by my besties who have ingrained this perception in their minds for almost the past 10 years).
But I do wonder why actually. Why I sometimes feel sad. And so tired. Why I collect all the sorrow and stress and douse it on myself so that I have a reason to be dark and moody. Its not that I've had something so traumatic plague my life. I just don't feel happy.
Nah, actually, I do have happy moments. I guess I just forget them easily and let my stress and frustrations override those blissful moments. Because seriously, like how it's easy to watch me being snappy, it's also VERY easy to please me. Just give me good company and food (especially sweet treats) and I'll be beaming and laughing at the smallest things.
Yea like before watching Indy, I had ice cream at Cold Rock (Mint chocolate with oreo and cookie dough!!!squeee!) and Nanda looked at me and said, 'Why are you so happy? Habisla, high already'. Hehehehe.
Labels: Emo, Friends, Housemates
Hamburger Steak
Har Har. The money is in and I'm going shopping. :P
My housemates plus Amy are in the process of setting me up with someone. My god. This never ends. First my mom, then Syaz, now my housemates. Grr.
I have dark circles and eyebags under my eyes. Whoopeedoo. I think I've been having intensive 'studying' for about a week now. But somehow I still managed to sneak in plenty of bonding time with different people. :)
Imma have me some nice desserts on Friday. Care to join me? :D
Labels: Food, Housemates, Uni
And when you're lost, in dire need, Who's at your side, at lightning speed.
Oh man, I so have to start studying soon. Like 2mrw. Oh dear, I think I feel motivation bubbling inside me. Haha. I suppose that's a good sign, no? Oh well. But I have a date with my housemates at the fish market 2mrw. And I have the urge to drop by Lindt for some macarons. :D Meh.Happy Birthday Mad! Thank you for your friendship, all the compliments, for believing that I'm a better person than I think I am and thanks for trying. Happy birthday to someone charismatic, funny, confident, amazing, entertaining, smart and dependable. Mad, don't look too much into things, life isn't there for you to scrutinise. Ha Ha.
Okay, besides the obsession with the cute boys in Across the Universe and all the songs in there, I've also been replaying songs from The Jungle Book and The Lion King over and over again. In Colonel Hathi, there's this one part where the baby elephant goes, 'In a Miritaly style.' Sumpah Comel Gile, I keep squealing when it comes on, no joke. And no, that isn't a typo, he actually says it that way. Oh and there's also That's What Friends are For. Yea, I'm waiting for my sweethearts to sing it to me. Ha Haaaa...
Aaannd caan you feel the love toniiiiiighhhhttt....
Oh and We The Kings is super good. *peace*
Labels: Friends, Geekery, Housemates, pop punk/powerpop, Uni
Happy Birthday Hui Chien!! I <3 u!
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