Great. Now I feel like I'm in limbo with everything.

Between studying and working.
Between Sydney and Malaysia.
Between friends and family.
Between pleasing people and doing what I want.
(which is pretty much loafing around learning how to sew and bake)
Between emotions.

I wonder why my allergies flare up more often here. Must be Kolzac.

Still in limbo.

If you don't work hard at it, don't be surprised if one day he/she walks away. Put in everything you've got if it's what you want. Don't save your 'I Love Yous' for a rainy day because rainy days means its too late. You are repeled from going all out because it's not cool and who's to say it'll last. Well, not trying is a surefire way to ensure it won't.

Ah. Yup. Still in limbo.

Woo Hoo finally got to meet my munchkin Faezah! She wrote a really cute blogpost about me. Love her to bits and pieces and it was truly kick-ass to be able to meet you again after almost 2 years sweets. :D

Now, if only Elizah Adam was there to complete the awesome threesome...miss you!

Man, Faezah is exactly like how I remembered her. The laugh, her expressions, her values. But you see streaks of maturity (or so she claims) in there somewhere, and am I proud of her. I'm also absolutely happy that she's found someone she's blissfully in love and comfortable with. Good luck hun!

And tomorrow my lovely ladies are going to take me out for lunch. Or something equivalent to it. I think Izzy's planning with Fatin and consulting Alin. So yeah. I'm just gonna kick back and let them decide for me. Ngahaha.

Okay, off to shower then sleep! :)

ps: she said I'm less cranky. SCORE! maybe coz I'm on Cloud 9 :D

Too many thoughts in my head. Can't seem to sort them out. I seem to function better (or more like a normal, sane human being) only when I'm around you. The rest of the time I'm just a bundle of nerves.

There are two types of sarcasm.

One being the snarky, witty type. It's fast and sharp and leaves only a tiny scar behind, if any at all. Much like being grazed by a verbal bullet. Guess who has this gift she likes to share with her friends? Nope, it isn't me but I can take this type of sarcasm anyday baby. Just be prepared to get yours back.

The other one is more like having your bones gnawed by rats while you're still alive. It dredges up long forgotten bad habits and sounds like fingernails on a chalkboard. It's the kind that goes on for a good fifteen minutes and makes you feel like you're swimming in your own excrement (or wish you were instead of listening to them) at the end of it. It's excruciating and it pisses me off (like you couldn't tell already).

Ah, being all snappy makes me feel a whole lotta better.

Another day spent at home. I've GOT to lose this massive bulk around my waist. It came out of nowhere, I swear! It crept up on me 2 nights ago. The lack of water intake has finally caught up with me.

Oh and pms. I've been pms-ing for a week. Sore boobies and all. You'd think I'd start bleeding now. Jeez. Ok sorry. I'm just sliiiiightly agitated.

Apparently my brother likes sexy girls. Hahahaha. Ok, what guy DOESN'T like sexy girls? But of course, these sexy girls are the ones who play around and fall for bad boys. My brother may be vain and a poser but he ain't nasty. I'd rather him go for cute n slightly sexy girls rather than all out raawwrr sexy girls. Why? I don't know. I like imposing my authority on him. :D

Maybe because he once fell for one of these girls and she left him hanging while she went off with other guys. Then she came back crying to him. Wtf. Apparently she's nice. When she's alone and not with her clique. Right. 16 year olds will always act the same whichever era they're in.

Anywaaayyyy. Enough about my brother. I need to go on a diet. Pronto. But...the scrumptious risoles are calling my name from the fridge. Maybe I should PRETEND to be depressed and sad so I'll stop eating.

This post isn't really positive is it? It's still emo isn't it? Crap. Ok I think I should stop now. :B