Just come back I'll make it better
Psst. I have a confession to make.
Sometimes, when I'm all alone in public, I like to make this emo face. Regardless of my actual current state of emotion, I love making myself dredge up ALL the sadness and project it through my facial expression.
Sometimes my sources for sadness seem very trivial, like old men walking slowly by themselves or mothers and their teenage daughters walking hand-in-hand. They make me feel woozy for some reason and that helps in exercising those tear ducts.
I know, it's a bit weird and wrong. I mean, who goes around FORCING themselves to be sad when they're actually not? But this is like, one of my favourite pastimes. I love thinking at how people would look at me and feel some sort of sympathy.
How is this face you ask? Those of you who have actually SEEN me emo would know. Those who haven't (which I doubt will be many), just imagine eyes on the verge of tears or pretty blank, a small wispy smile and constant stares at the ground or out the window. It's quite fun actually, pretending to be sad when life is truly peachy for you instead.
Oh and of course, I'd be listening to emo songs on my ipod. When I say emo songs, I dont mean by emo bands per se. I'm talking about songs that trigger those tears but Secondhand Serenade is definately at the top of the list. Actually, I can get emo listening to Disney songs too. :P
So that was my confession. But don't worry, I'm generally quite happy. Especially now that I'm officially on Summer break. :D So go out and have fun peeps! I'm off to clean my room. Hoho.
Labels: Emo, Rambling, Random