*sigh*

Im bored. Hmph. I just cant seem to study. Or commit to anything else for that matter. I cant even finish reading my novel. What more my chemistry lab report. Ah well. A small commercial break will do.

Anyway. Ive got concert tickets. Ive got a fridge load of veggies (more than I can even imagine cooking with). Ive just watched a Filipino movie about love (gag). Ive been trying to figure out how to limit my cholesterol intake. Ive spent most of my weekend and today lepaking and listening to slow and relaxing tunes on my new playlist which is aptly named 'lagulepak'. Ive been trying to cure my obsession with gol n gincu to which ive failed :). Ive also been trying to stop myself from being jealous at the sudden influx of newly taken friends (dat means theyre not single anymore doofus) and I think Im doin pretty good so far :D.

Oh Boy. Ive lost the plot kan? At least my clothes are all ironed and my room is finally neat. I now have a craving for indon movies. Grr. I watched one a few weeks ago. Starring Dian Sastro (reminds me of teh sosro. yummy.). Its a psychological drama called Belahan Jiwa. Sumthing abt multiple personalities. Bloody confusing. I also have a craving for May's brownies. And those prawn balls from Chinatown. Gah. But I cant on the account that I might die at 35 (as Prewin oh so lovingly pointed out) due to a heart attack.

Hmm. Question. Have u ever felt inferior standing next 2 d people u love? What if just when u thought that uve finally escaped from their shadow, they come right back and blanket you, rendering you invisible to everyone else? Its probably not on purpose n u may be exaggerating but its just something ur so used to theres just no point running from it. Being 2nd or 3rd or 4th best n being overlooked and forgotten is inevitable. Okay. I should stop making a big deal about this. Just forget it.

Okie dokie. Commercial break is over. Ill just stop here then. Till ive got sumthin else to ramble abt. Much love.

Labels: Friends, Rambling, Random