Come and get your Love
Last night had another one of those inspiring talks with mamochka. I'm so blessed to have such a supportive mother. :)
She gave me an option that could open up so many opportunities for me. It would probably be tough considering I'd be WAY out of my comfort zone and I won't have the luxury of a steady allowance from a sponsor. But it seems worth considering because of the amount of paths it could lead to. I'm bookmarking it fo sho. ;)
I've been trying to collect stories and aspirations from other people to see what they're striving to do or become in the future. In hopes I would in turn get inspired and find out my dreams and ways to achieve them.
Some wouldn't mind working in their chosen field and collect as much salary as possible to get that dream house and car. Some just want to slave away for a few years before pursuing what they really want. Some plan on furthering their studies, either in the same course or something totally different. Some plan on just settling down. Some dream big and shun what is considered the norm.
They're all very appealing in some respects and yet, I can't seem to figure out what I want. Maybe not yet but with the advent of several choices rolling my way, it seems to be getting clearer.
I hope my future is brighter somewhat and like I said on twitter: I don't want something easy. I want something that makes me feel that all the hardship I endure is worthwhile and satisfactory, not hellish. As long as it's something that makes me feel fulfilled, I wouldn't mind struggling for it.