I Refuse to Give into my Blues

I, Shaheera Djafar, have lost all willpower and momentum when it comes to Uni work. This has been happening gradually over the past week. Or two.

I'm not going to give you some bullshit excuse about what's going on in my head. I'm just telling you that I have lost myself. And now I've got to pull my socks up and find me. You can help if you want.

I'm tired of crying more than once a week, in the middle of the night.
I just want to feel SO angry that I push myself to work extra hard.
I think I've been approaching things the wrong way.

And yes, I no longer have the flat stomach I brought back from Malaysia after the breakup. Shut up.

Ah yes, and a friend says that I should give my emotions a rest. Word.

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@ Sunday, April 05, 2009 9:24 PM

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