Tell Me Your Favourite Song

Oh Boy. Leaving tomorrow. Well, technically later tonight. :S

I'm going to have to work on a lot of things this year.
My mom's friend, Kris said something like we're already doing what we're supposed to do, it's just that we don't realise it. (I may have misquoted. Sorry!)
She also said that whenever I have my moments with Garuda, it's actually me conversing with my soul. I really loved that notion. All this while, I thought of my soul as something separate that I had to find or fix but in actual fact, there it was, guiding me and being there whenever noone else could come to my aid. :)

You know what? Sometimes I see my other friends being all depressed over their situations and I think, man, don't you get tired of feeling this way? So I think, since I don't particularly enjoy seeing them like that, I'm pretty sure they're sick of me being like this too. I mean, a lot of people don't know how I feel inside because as Aiman says "You macam relax je..". But I know I rant off a lot here and to a certain few. I'm so sorry guys. I know it's beyond annoying.

So I'll put in MORE effort in being happy. Life is too short, no? I really should let go of all the insecurities about myself. Let go of all the resentment. All the jealousy. All the anger. All the sadness. I have to have faith that whatever has happened is for the best because it is all from Allah after all. The people I'm close to already love me as I am. And I love them too. No matter what happens, I will have that at least. I hope. :)

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@ Saturday, February 28, 2009 3:16 AM

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