Optimism is not an eye disease
I wasn't very optimistic a few days ago. I lost my concert ticket and I was sooo not in the position to shovel out 50 bucks more for another one. So I ransacked my room (leaving it in a huge mess in the process) n pouted for the rest of the time. I TRIED to be optimistic, but why bother when ur just gona get hurt. Just as you get ur hopes up, reality bites u in the ass. Maybe Im generally not an optimistic person. I try to be, but I end up being jaded. Coz as hard as you try to look on the bright side like say, ud be able to get those straight HDs even aftr slacking on three quizzes in a row, honestly n realistically, its not gona happen. Same goes wit havin the guy uve been crushing on for ages ask u out n actually like u back. (Okay, ni gile cam zaman kanak2 ribena..but bear wit me..im kinda sleepy..sorry).
But my perception towards optimism has changed. Even if I wasnt sunshiny optimistic bout the tickets, I still had a sliver of hope n i prayed that someone would find them. Surprise surprise. Someone did, n its now sitting in the lost n found at uni waiting for me to claim it. Im SCHO happy!! Its the best news Ive had so far. :D
So yea. tu sbnrnya wat I wanted to say. Damn. I hope they dont give it away. Nite.
ps: Ive had this weird urge to go up to my chem tutor n ask her to bake me some chocolate chip cookies. If she refuses im tempted to pout n make puppy dog eyes in order to con her into making me some. Why? Coz she looks so granmaish. I mean seriously i-love-bakin-n-gardening sorta granma. Geram gile sbb chomel sgt. Tee Hee.