As I watch it slipping away...
'She can be the meanest bitch in the whole world but she's still my best friend'. I reckon thats what Serena would say about Blair. Its not that she's blind to Blair's faults, I'm pretty sure shes seen all of them. It's just that she chooses to see the good qualities instead. That's what BFFs are for right?
I am guilty. I say I miss them but I do nothing about it. I'm so afraid of drifting apart. I really don't want to. I'm even more afraid of admitting that we already have.
Before anyone else knew how emo I could get, they rode through my moodswings. Before everyone else saw what I had to offer the world, they already knew about the greatness in me. Before anyone even dared to tease me about my whining, they had pushed all the buttons a million times over.
These girls taught me alot. From relationships to growing up. From rebelling to having goals. From hard work to having fun. I wouldn't be how I am now without them.
I used to think that they hindered me from being outgoing, from stepping out of their shadows. But I was wrong. They NEVER stopped me. They had always encouraged me. Its just that I was too bent on being 'the shunned one' that I failed to realise that.
One more thing I realised, the fact that these girls were close to me of all people, actually means that I am something. And something is always more than nothing.
Here's to Elizah Adam and Norfaezah Hasim.
And also to almost 10 years of friendship.
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