One of these nights...
I just watched thirteen and now I'm friggin scared of being a mom. Like What The Hell. The hellhole she sinks into. I should let my mom watch it, she'd be waaay thankful I never even got that close to losing it. Pergh.
I'm thankful I've been brought up in a good environment. The values my parents, granparents n those who've raised me helped shape me n keep me grounded somewhat. And I'm also thankful that my friends aren't like evie. That devil in disguise. Its frustrating tau watching teens succumb to peer pressure. Which brings about that paranoia of parenthood.
Basically Im pretty frustrated with the movie. I think it's coz I AM a goody two shoes and I can't tolerate extremely high levels of rebelliousness. I mean, you KNOW its wrong and self destructive, you KNOW your mother cries over it everynite, why the hell do you still do it? Coz its fun? What the f**k?? I mean, I'm no saint either but COME OOONNNNNN...It's alright to want more freedom and independence, it's alright to fight for it but why do you have to abuse it?
My mom used to say I abuse my independence all the time. I seriously think she should rethink that and just watch this movie, or better yet, watch some other people's kids. I get teased and looked down upon for being too 'baik'. Some people actually regard it as a weakness. But my mom used to think (during my rebellious stage) that I'm not thankful and that I misuse her trust and etc. Wow. Bayangkan if I were like Nikki Reed. I think Id be disowned. Hahahaha..