I cld b brown, I cld b blue, i cld b violet skyyyyyyy
*sigh*. Its starting up again. What? That spell of emoness related to all things Malaysian.
Gol and Gincu reruns. Flashes of sunny days driving in my Kelisa. Whiffs of lunches similar to those shared with mum, dad and Mel at Bangsar Village. Cravings for teh o ais limau and roti canai and roti tisu. Dreams of lying down on Faezah's bed and finishing off Liz's cake.
*sigh*. I swear it's coz the weather has decided that it would grow up and finally act its season. (ie: autumn). Or maybe it's coz its that time of the month again. Tee Hee.
I think I've skewed slightly from my goals. I need to get back on track. I'm too lazy though. Heh.
I love my girlfriends. I love girly talks with them. As Hawa puts it, 'it's good for the soul'. And boy, do i agree. It makes you heart lighter from grief and heavy with love. I realise that no matter where I go, no matter who I mix with, I'll end up with a small group of girls who mean the world to me. I would be nothing without them. All the advice, the laughs, the listening. Thanks to my dearest and most loved sweethearts. The old and the new. The ones that are 5 minutes away to the ones 20 hours away. I love u guys toads and miss ya sheeps. (Tribute to Liz. :P).
I also realised that I actually DO love my guy friends. Its been SO long since I last had this much fun laughing and talking with guys. I had bad experiences where the guys went too far with their jokes. But the ones I had in INTEC and the new ones I've met here are perfectly fine. I don't have to act all 'ayu'. I just laugh loudly and make stupid dirty jokes that some of my girlfriends won't tolerate. ;). I'm LOVING IT!
It's great having different sets of friends. You can act differently with different groups. You don't have to subject to one lifestyle constantly. There are times when I feel geeky, I realise only Zek and Arif will truly layan me. Times when I feel like having heart to heart talks I know I can count on my gediks and my other sweeties and vice versa. Times when I need to laugh like hell, i just grab the loudest guys I know. Perfect.
And times when they need to find someone to share their food experiences with, they all look for me. ;)