Peaceful Easy Feeling...
It seems to me that I've been thinking more and more about my parents lately. Last year I was relieved to be free of their grips but now, I have the urge to give them random phone calls just to talk about arbitrary things such as my socks and the price of comic books here. Tee hee.
It's funny how last year I sort of tried to distance myself from them, testing to see if I really could live without their constant presence, their tendencies to make my decisions for me and their general rules and punishments. I think now I realise that, no matter how far I go, no matter how old I become, I always WILL depend on my parents to some extent. I will always seek their blessing at least, to do what I want.
I thought that when I went back for summer, Id get pissed and annoyed at their curfews and constant insistence on spending time with the family. But when I actually experienced all of it, it wasn't even half bad. Sure I wished I could've hung out longer at night but considering that I'm almost always never in during the day, I can see why they would want me home by their side and safe. It's also great that they trust me more and give me more space right now. I do hope it goes on and it gets better as the years go by.
Ah well. Even though I miss them to bits and pieces, I'm not bawling and tearing up because of it. Which is probably good. Owh. But I did listen to the Eagles best of album till I fell asleep last night. And of course, that reminded me of Sunday afternoons at home with daddy cranking up their cd while mummy makes him a cup of tea. RINNDUUUUUUUU! kekekeke. Okie. Nite!
ps: I LOVE my hsemates. Thanks for the spaghetti and MnMs and Anzac Cookies!! MWAAAHH! And of course kak long n jams n erin n my gediks for always letting me eat sum xtra food. Sayang krg sgt!
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